Shit happens...no one knew what i just went through...and maybe well i dont know..things have been a little tough since well i made a mistake...im no longer getting married and i am no longer with John...he was an ass...karma has a way of biting me in the ass.
Who would want to be with someone who gets off on me sleeping with other guys? also he was too damn controlling...i dont do control very well because i have been around long enough to know that i am responsible for my own happiness...i cant expect for anyone to do that for me...nor do i feel i have to be controlled...
i should have seen that...but i was blinded i suppose. The one thing that i have learned is that life is like a bowl of cherries...there is bound to be THAT ONE pit that ruins the rest...*spits it out* >.>
i dont really need any help because i am actually doing okay...i just need to learn that there are all types of guys out there that actually just use ppl like me...i am caring and even though i have made mistakes some small...some huge (like i hope i dont get pregnant
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you all are like my family so thats why i share what i do...i dont mind comments..good or bad...all i need is i need a good Bud >.>
Wed Nov 02, 2011 10:27 pm by Ventlus